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True Love

I can feel him, when I close my eyes, for his heart speaks to me. In his poetry, in his rhyme, in his song, in my mind. Like a beautiful flower beginning to bloom for the first time, is how deeply I want to love him, unconditionally, inside and out, no restrictions, no limits. His words embrace me like heaven's clouds, his voice caresses me, so tender like a first kiss, ever so carefully, sincere and secure. He fills my day with joy with just the slightest thought of him, I am overwhelmed with emotion, I desire him, I admire him, I love him. He does not know the power he possesses, for he dwells in humility, kindness and positivity. He uplifts me. Such a gentleman is he, he protects my heart with honor. So freely he shares his world with me I know not of loneliness but of love and tranquility. He will never understand the magnitude of his influence in my life because he doesn't look for praise or recognition. He just is and he just does, has always been and always was my first

Love Abides

Love abides by no rules, it's depth is endless, it's plight is high, it expects nothing and criticizes not. It appears like a thief in the night, but harm it does not know. It's aim is comfort the lost and forgotten. Sometimes it is misunderstood because at times it is stern, strong and firm. It's a free spirit and cannot be regulated, by thoughts or actions. It owns the right to it's destination and direction. It can't be bought or sold, and not to be defined as young or old. It holds it's own self worth. Love abides by no rules, stipulations or restrictions. It creates it's own path Like water to a plant. if nurtured, it will last.

Peaceful Calming

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His love flows into my valley his voice calms the storm he comforts me with his mind and embraces me with his soul I often think of him like dew falling upon the grass my heart remembers his melodies as the birds sing a verse to our song Though I cry out for him he does not hear me from deep in the forest he is hidden from me I seek to find him I yearn to feel his touch his strength can move a mountain with patience in one breath I look up to the sky and imagine a place unknown to only he and I surely his pace will guide me As we embark this journey the destination unbeknown st within the peace of the day until the still of the night

Love's Parade

I can hear your heart talking to me, but still I wonder. If I am worthy of your embrace, for your love I cannot replace. I remember when we connected, our songs united at one moment, in unison with the whispers of the world. I found you, your soul found mine and we became one. Or have I only imagined that? My mind is clear, my heart is not confused. I love you. You loved me from an unknown place and I constantly search to be united. Will you welcome me in? Don't push me away, I can't bear it. For so long I've waited to be yours, was I so transparent in my plight? Because I plan to win the uphill fight. Our love welcomes the night and celebrates in the dawn, day by day. We have reached our mountain together, our love rains down into the valley, the fog has cleared, the pathway is near, now that we let loves parade in.

What Makes a Woman Bitter

I get up every morning to a job where I don't feel appreciated working like a slave to make the man's pocket larger But I constantly have holes in mine....... Come home to a house that needs to be cleaned dishes that need to be washed and kids that need to be fed My body is tired and my feet ache But now is not the time for a break......... Feeling like I'm being taken for granted it seems as though all I do for others is expected from them but what has anyone done for me? Constant complaining, finger-pointing and criticizing no one seeing my point of view on anything and you wonder why I'm cranky? Do I really need to make it plain or waste my time explaining? Are you so blind that you cannot see, or you are only conscious to your own needs? People are only concerned with self and with little regard of anything or anyone else.

I Will

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So weary was I, that my eyes were blinded and I could not see my way. Trouble seemed to meet me at the door, every single day. Trials and tribulations escorted me every where I went. Until one day, the darkness broke, the storm was moved and the pathway was made clear. I heard the voice of thunder speak to me; and no it was not a dream, although it seemed. I was wide awake in the midnight hour when a voice spoke to me: "Rise up, child, and walk with me. I am your guide in the darkness. I will lighten your heavy load. I will carry your burdens. I will calm your fears. I will heal your wounds. I will ease your pain. I will cover you. I will uplift you. I will comfort you. I will never leave nor forsake you, because I love you." And with that being said, I felt a strong sense of peace come over me. My heart was made glad and my soul rejoiced. For the Lord our God has saved me, and now I am free!

If Only

If I said I loved you, would your heart be able to hear the words? although I try to distance myself from rejection, I can't help but be drawn to you your soul whispers secrets to mine only the wind can tell which direction because both are oblivious to one each others hidden conversations. My imagination takes precedence over reality sometimes, because I am overwhelmed with what could be or what might have been, but- I have to check myself in the end. And when I look into our eyes, I see the love you have inside and I wish it was mine. To belong to you, maybe that's too much to require or maybe I'm trippin . But what's so wrong with being in love? Why are people so afraid of it? Love will never hurt you yes, I know, sometimes people do. It may be a risk, but when with benefits Do you ever feel lonely? If so, remember me. I'll always be here. Let love conquer your fears. When it knocks, let it in and let love begin.

Campbell Soup Part 2

HE FINE, BUT HE DON'T KNOW IT HE SENSITIVE, BUT HE DON'T SHOW IT LAID BACK BROTHER WITH INTELLIGENT COMPOSURE NOT ORDINARY BECAUSE THE WAY HE LOVES IS EXTRADINARY NEVER PLACES HIS LADY AS SECONDARY DON'T LIKE TO FIGHT BUT HE WILL IF HE HAS TO BECAUSE HE KNOWS A MAN HAS TO DO WHAT HE HAS TO HE WOULDN'T DISRESPECT A WOMAN CUZ HE REMEMBERS WHAT HIS MAMA TAUGHT HIM DADDY WASN'T AROUND BUT HE STILL STANDS STRONG NOT BOOK SMART BUT HE KNOWS RIGHT FROM WRONG BLUE JEANS AND A WHITE TEE HAIR BRAIDED AND A GOAL TEE TATTOOS AND A HEAD RAG BOOTS OR TENNIS SHOES BUT HE CAN STILL WEAR A SUIT AND TIE MANY GIRLS FEELING HIM SO HE MAY BE A PLAYER HE DOESN'T MEAN TO BE A HEART SLAYER BUT HIS DEMEANOR HAS MANY LAYERS

Thinking Out Loud

It is so hard at times to cope with everyday life when no one understands you. People's opinions of you are prejudged assumptions with no foundation of actuality. what's even harder is being in a relationship with these charcateristics everyday is a constant struggle. You ask the Lord to help you make thru the day . Then you have to pray that same prayer every single day without missing a beat because the moment you do, ugly rears it's head at the most inconvenient time. You keep asking yourself 'why do I have to endure this pain?' but why not? Others have before you . You look for solutions, only to realize that you can't fix it yourself. every time you make the attempt, you just mess things up further when will this end? You begin to believe it's karma for some wrong you've done and over looked or forgotten. Others get away with their sins and celebrate, or so it seems. You can forget going to someone for advise or wisdom, because you can't trust a

It Ain't Nothing

It ain't nothing for me to love you, I've been doing that for some time now. People criticize because they don't understand why I'm holding on. If they were me, then they could see where I'm coming from. Loving you makes my heart glad, and sometimes I don't understand it myself. It was so sudden and unexpected, but I needed it. I've been broken hearted for so long. Nobody knows what I've been through the pain I've endured or the obstacles I've encountered. I just want my soul to mend. Is that a crime? Boy, you don't understand. When I looked into your big brown eyes, you made my heart melt like ice cream over a fire . And ever since that day I've fallen in love. With you is where I find myself, in my dreams, not wanting to wake up. Because I don't want to be disappointed by reality. My mind is spinning with thoughts that I can't contain any longer. With each passing day, I'm grow more fonder than in the beginning. The love

God Changed His Plans

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I once was weary, my heart was troubled, confusion consumed my mind. I knew not which way to go, or which direction to turn, I was lost in the wilderness of the sinful world, But God changed the plans. At times it seemed my trouble had no apparent end, And good works were scarcely seen. Love did not welcome me and kindness was seldom found. Faith did not know my name, so doubt made a home in my mind. But God changed His plans. I walked alone on the forbidden path no clue as to which way to go I was headed for destruction with a blindfold covering my eyes, But God changed his plans. Until one day I woke up the darkness of the night and walked into the light I turned away from my life of sin And allowed God to change the plan.

Young Girl

young girl, you don't have to wear pants so tight or your skirt too short, Just to gain some attention. Grown men steadily approaching, and you're only fifteen, but you forget to mention. No father figure around you're longing to be loved so you sleep around single parent home you often feel alone no one to turn to for guidance because your mother works double shifts, just to make ends meet, you are free to roam the streets young girl, so beautiful you are though you think you're not self esteem is low you start fights to release frustration incarceration is your destination. hanging out on the corner dealers walking past exchange what's in his hand for some cash young girl, don't waste your life away due to misconceptions of reality blinded by the lies of society, unable to see the beauty you possess is more than skin deep don't be mislead by empty compliments in disguise and lies. realize that your dreams can come true, f

Campbell Soup

Fine as aged wine, dark skinned light skinned mustache goal-tee corn rolls bald fade baggy jeans slacks button-up shirt suit, tie white tee, tennis shoes Stacey Adams fitted cap Dob hat pearly whites gold cap grill gold chain tattoos boxer briefs talks with slang, yet has a college degree and he's feeling me... he licks his lips like his name is Ladies Love he's a rapper or an R & B singer, he's real laid back smooth in his demeanor thugged out but intelligent ladies man but a one woman man helps those in need when he can much respect for his mama so he treats his lady right not a trouble maker but not afraid to fight Yes, the brother's fine and he's mine takes care of home like he should this Campbell Soup Brother is mmm, mmm, good.....

Invisible Thought

When I looked into his brown eyes, I could see his soul sketching a pathway to his heart I decided then, this is where I want to be. Him and me... He comforts me He embraces me Because he loves me And so do I, love he The path we travel, many obstacles we've crossed when I fall, he holds me up and dusts me off I encourage him when he's feeling weak I hold his hand and let him lead I know when to let him go and know when he needs me He keeps me close but confident to let me be We're strong togethor even when we're apart.